I found something that was yours
but i threw it away
because I have given you everything I can at this point
to spend even one more second remembering you would be a waste of time
I use the word remembering intentionally because, who you were to me is not who you are to me
It brings me no pain to think of you right now
because I love who you are
and I am happy for you today
it is only when I remember, that I feel my soul recoil and shrink